Tree frog green: that was the colour of cycads in January. Unfurling like prehistoric fountains from crumbed-rust dirt, they stayed fresh under the blazing sun. At night, wobbly ceiling fans would half-heartedly whip syrupy air into nearly cool breezes while geckos cack-cackled in corners, and the Bush Stone Curlew wailed… Raised on an imaginative diet of four-seasoned woods, solid-walled houses and cloaked, clear-speaking heroes, I’d managed to overlay such scenes onto our old home of Melbourne… but they made no sense here.
Read MoreIt’s time this piece had a home. I’m finally publishing it, here.
From the rest quarters at the hub at the building, I walk outwards. Then hit a curved wall. The stairs have rotated away. So, I slink untethered through darkness, coiled snake power cords above and cold ground below, until the stairway looms, then climb to where mirrors fold billion-year light into sensors and screens flicker numbers. A little white dome rolling under the big black dome, feebly tracking pinpricks of light. I look down at my equations and wilt. When will it end?
Read MoreDuring the last deglaciation fifteen thousand years ago, global sea level rose nearly sixty feet in less than five hundred years. Known as meltwater pulse 1A, this event was discovered in 1989 via shallow-dwelling corals found in the deep sea, bolstering emerging theories that climate change could be rapid. Ice and sediment cores in Greenland had already revealed evidence of recurrent spikes in atmospheric temperature of 10 to 15 degrees Celsius during the last sixty thousand years, and these spikes were closely spaced in time with other sea-level rise events. Ice sheet formation and decay clearly played a role in these climate changes, and the game was on to determine how, and how much.
Read MoreThe pen you dlupped onto the paper last night straddles the page forlornly. The cursor blinks, insolently staring you down—what will you write today?
Read MoreWhat do you do well? Are you perhaps good at conversation? Skilled at playing music? Or, perhaps, a master at the specifics of your job? Next question: How much do you enjoy or even need to be told that you do something well? The pleasure of affirmation is a seductive pull.
Read MoreWhat does literal mean? Is it realistic to aspire to a literal interpretation of the Bible?
Read MoreRomantic love saturates the stories we watch, read and ponder. Denis De Rougemont, in his compelling Love in the Western World, says, “love and death, a fatal love—in these phrases is summed up, if not the whole of poetry, at least whatever is popular, whatever is universally moving in European literature.” Why?
Read MoreI gird my world with task-lists. When every moment is accounted for, I know I’m being productive, and I’m protected from crippling uncertainty around what comes next, or why it should. I scurry; we scurry, like a lot of ants, ticking tasks off.
Read MoreYour heart folds up and drops to the floor. How could they have misunderstood …
Read MoreHow are we to respond to this complicated and intense suffering among us?
Read MoreI am a child of thinkers. Born in the post-Enlightenment West to scientist parents who wrote and solved logic puzzles for fun, I inherited a reverence for logic. Logic undergirded science, science explained things and I wanted explanations for everything.
Read MoreYou know, that view of the future where there’s a threshold of experiences and achievements to reach, beyond which you’re satisfied.
Read MoreA letter written to a character whose reality seems so tangible and relatable, I could swear his author saw into my mind.
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